Friday, November 21, 2008

february 23, 1988- april 21, 2008

I don't know why, but for some reason I posted these pictures from Matt's funeral. The worst day of my life. I had to share them and I haven't even been able to look at them until today really. I do love my life, I love all the people in it, but life is hard. I know I am not the only one who has lost someone so unexpected, but that doesn't make it any easier. Someday the love I had for Matt and the love he always gave to me will be filled, that void will be filled with the love of someone else. All it takes it time thats what I have to keep reminding myself. My heart aches, my body hurts, tears come and go all the time, but I know I will see Matt again, I know this was his plan, his journey. I was given the gift to have been so so so close with him, to be his best friend. that is my plan.












2 comments:

Meg said...

These pictures are too sad. You were lucky to have had a friend like Matt. I know he will help you get through this Ali. Call me if you need to. I love you!

Britt Chudleigh said...

Way to make me cry Ali. This post is so sad and like a smack in the face. Thanks for helping me appreciate what I have.